So let's ride this ride...

so...as I am girding my loins to launch this here bloggy-blog-blog onto the World...I am working on some things in my head to make sure I am prepping myself for success.

A dear friend asked me the other night, "what happens if you find no one reads your words or responds to your blogs? have you thought about how you are going to deal with that?"

super excellent question.

Mainly...this journey is for me.... but..as I have learned in my musical/ performing/theater life...one never knows who is watching ...and you influence everything around you...just as everything around you influences you.

so I am at peace with just prostrating my naked soul out here in the lovely Interwebs...and what ever happens ..happens.


it is all about the path and taking it one step at a time....which I currently suck at, btw.

If wishes were horses....

seriously...

I often dream..not when I am sleeping,mind you..but when I am awake-dreaming...that I will FINALLY find that super hidden zipper, and zip my sexy tight hot but hidden-in-plain-sight ass out of this fat-suit

today was one of those days

and the stupid thing is..there is no spoon so I SO could if I just believed it more.

*sigh*

Testing..1 2 3....

So been doing a test run of sorts...working kinks out of this thing before the start day...

LJ users seem to be having a problem posting in that persona...not sure how to fix that...

Doing well in eating my Seattle Sutton's Healthy Eating meals for breakfast and lunch...dinner is a challenge with my INSANE schedule..so have a week and a half to get that kink solved.

Also..after this weekend, I am dry running (read as walking in place) my new walking workout dvd...Thanks again BohoStar for that lead.

.all in all...the check list is getting smaller.

Now..blogging everyday...that I have to figure out as well.

lots to do yet to be ready.

thanks for checking in and your words of encouragement

They say if is scares the piss out of you...then you are suppose to do it...right?

...but then I ask..." Who the hell are THEY?"

So welcome to my scary new adventure.

Scary for me at least. MAYBE scary for you, dearest reader, but I can assure you...if you keep your hands in the air and scream along with me...it will ..in the end...be something worth remembering.

So...what we have here is a Fat Diva (me) looking to harness the power of the peoples (you) to assist her in keeping her word to herself.

Now..I will share many words with you on this here little bloggy-blog...some fun, some nasty, some whiny, some inspirational, some insightful, some mean, some crazy, some loving , some crazy..did I mention the crazy?All in all...lots of words. The most important being that I keep my promise to myself to be here everyday, talking about my process, begging for prayers, help, a witness to the journey I am about to engage in....this journey to transform my fat-ness into my Self-Loveness.


There...I said it. Transform the fat-ness....

I am freaking out.

It begins April 1st, 2011.

I hope I see y'all here...though I am at peace with sitting here and talking to myself....but ya' know...with peeps is better.

(holds up virtual champagne bottle...and yes it is the expensive kind..duh!) <SMACK!boooossshhhhdripdripdrip>

" I christen thee bloggy-blog...Fat Diva In Motion!!  Let the Fat-Transforming begin!!!"